The Placebo Girl

When you feel so lonely (even you're not physically alone) and scared and distressed and restrained but you do not exactly know why why whyyyyyy.. what would you do?
the first thing moves across my mind is remembering my daddy, the warmth that came along with the recalled memories of him and I together in my never-ending like childhood is always able to make me feel better like I've ever written before :) thank you dad..

But besides, another fastest way I could do is just pick up the phone and dial a number I've known by heart since the first moments of my college time, and astonishingly I could expel all the negativity just by hearing her voice where we have a little unimportant chit-chat about anything; about the construction of Sultan Thaha Airport's passenger terminal in which we both don't take any parts (hahaha), about the bad weather that fails our holiday plan to some places these times, about the planning of our university's development, about the evils that take place in our works or any other shallow things. I don't even need to let her know about what I'm scared about or what had made me feel so lost; because then all are amazingly vanished. Is she some kind of a drug or something? :D So please let me introduce you to a girl that had been chosen as the first person encountered to be one of my closest friends from college :) and I really hope that this will last forever.
Here are some of my old posts related to her, hehe; here here here here here !
Isn't it overwhelmingly flattering? :P But here's the way I thank you for everything that seems simple yet means so much for me! :)

ps. 'placebo girl' is not her nickname (I am worry that the title of this will mislead people :p), but sometimes, calling her with various words written in her T-shirts is just another simple enjoyment hehehe :D