The whole week of research induction program in office is nearly done, we still have one more closing day on next Monday. I want it to end soon since I still have so many projects to do, 42% more works to accomplish achieving this month's deadline.
Hhff why it really feels so exhausting though I am not going anywhere. I was just thinking that, as I grew older and older, as others have decided about what they want to pursue in life, about how they would like to live their life. Should't I think of myself more? Regardless that my family sometimes is care enough to give me suggestions about things in MY life. But what I just realized now that they have their own life too so I can't just wait the guidance and stay in this state, everything we want to get needs to be fought for, right? Hence, I have to fight now. FIGHT for my own life. I am getting older and all I know is that my time is no longer that much. What if God takes my life soon like I never predict? So while now my family is busy about my sibling's leaving outside the country, I think this is now the right time I will contemplate about my things, all that never come as pride to my family. lol. Maybe I was just tired and crocked, thus it made my sense became devastated that I can't see things clearly now. Do you think it will be good if I spend a little time to be alone and think of it all and talk only with myself as I always did? I hate myself for being like this, actually.
Oh no.. what a negativity I wrote above.. but maybe it's true, I am just tired. Anyway, I post two snapshots from last week short business trip :)
12 floats:
Yes, everyone deserves some time to think things through...All the best=)
@rukhpar mor: thank you yaa.. :)
hehheh,. yes everyone would sometime feel the same way youre feeling now,. so ur not alone., and yes spending time alone would help u figuring what you want., or travelling to meet new friends would be a really way to escape from your routine., so wish u goodluck ;)
I love KL. Just looking at the pics of KLCC makes me miss it.
@novy: ya novy thank you yaa.. you remind me that i am not alone, that i actually should be thankful.. for what i've had now in my life :) and the travelling idea is great!
@blue pearl: so you have to go back there then. i didn't really have much time enjoying the place, but in that short time, i know that kl is a lovely and friendly city :)
beautiful picture!
travelling ke jogja aja sar?
:D
hehehehe
@fatima: thank you dear@ :)
@ firlia: fir nantikan business tripku selanjutnya ke jogja, jadwalnya harusnya first week of august. but we'll see later yah :D
mustika.. senang sekali bisa bisnis sambil jalan2 ato jalan2 sambil bisnis? hihihi
SEMANGATTTTT!!!!! ;D
@aishi lely: bekerja sambil jalan2 hehe iyaa senang.. tapi abis itu pusing lagi kalo uda balik ke kantor hehehe makasih yaaa dear :)
everyone needs me-time, even me, who am a mother of 6 :D . inshaAllah you feel better soon sis!
@oldie goldie: alhamdulillah i'm feeling so much better now.. having me-time has made me think of family and friends more where they are treasures i should always cherish for..:) thank you sis!:)
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