In Black and White

Hello! I am so enthusiast to come back with the updates again, there's a lot of new things happened here and lot of stories to write actually, but somehow I still have to drown my head in front of my desktop to get the project targets accomplished, even the marketing manager gave me a NEW research proposal to be learned before we get it started next week (they even don't tell me in the first place when they put my name as one of the core team members before I say Ok), not to mention that I almost forget the deadline for the advertising article assignment publishing manager gave me days ago. What a perfect death-line! But beside all those responsibilities I've finally done in a pretty much apprehensive distrust to my own capability, I am happy and feel so affected knowing that there are these few people who I can always relate to when I feel like needing colors to give beautiful shades in my black and white life :')

Anyway, this is Tata's Black and White Pancake she ordered when we were pathetically craving for a lunch, yesterday.

God couldn't be nicer, not just only when I believe that He really does exist hearing every details of my plea. Alhamdulillahirabbilalamin :)

Plain Pain

Feeling is a pain. I have already been in this unease for seven years and seven months, and somehow still counting. Will I keep that until the rest of all? Anyway give me that plainly pain again please, never mind even though I'm a grown up now.

Say Beach instead of Cheese! :D

It really feels good and I am very excited about tonight! Together with dear colleagues from the office I will be visiting this palmy place with beautiful beaches, again! Will be able to recall the memories back after these whole three years, all the bitter and sweet about living outside real home with friends that I may now call as the friends of life. :)

Unceasing Wondrousness

Would you wonder how come that very first day, which was someone just took for granted as another common coincidence, could affect his/her life. Oke, mine, if that really matters. How could it make the life and all the way it goes on had to be totally different.

Isn't it odd? why must one meet a stranger and this stranger ends up to be a stranger, still?For AGES, God's sake!

If there are people who could come and go through your life, why should you keep a stranger stay even when s/he does not ask for.
I am not telling how strong I became attached to the idea of this strangeness. I just can't figure it out therefore I keep wondering why.

When you were being weak, this idea came to make you strong that you could not imagine how.
When you were being alone, this idea pictured from out of nowhere to cheer you up.

I am talking rubbish I know, for I could not even define what was this I felt and wondered. A big nonsense.

Let's Put Life Back to Relief, Weekenders!

I've just came back home from a little after office hour dinner with my girl friends over the heavy rain and crazy traffic jams! And as always, my weekend syndrome; can't sleep earlier even though my body is already tired. I know, right after this post I will go to sleep :)

While I was relaxing in the living room I purposelessly watched an Indian movie starring Aamir Khan. I found it funny at first, with a very beautiful actress played as a whole-hearted and spirituous young model for TV's commercial breaks. I just knew later after a while that the story was more or less like Memento. One cheesy thing I want to appear here is about how love can be so pure, that no need to see how rich this person whom one falls in love with, or how great s/he is. Here I encountered that love is as simple as that, purity, sincerity, probity. Oh well, pardon me, I am not an expert in this hehehe.

Anyway, this is my MC partner, we're posing together at the venue after the office's event, still completely attributed with the kebaya and thick make up! ugh. Yet still Mrs Research Director from Singapore office, the rehearsal's coach, who actually doesn't speak bahasa even said: Wow so keren! :D

Another weekend is coming, eh? What's your planning for the next two days? mine will be attending relative's wedding party and ummm another comprehensive test! Life is full of test, yes?

Merit of the Forenoon

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I swear by the early hours of the day,

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And the night when it covers with darkness.

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Your Lord has not forsaken you, nor has He become displeased,

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And surely what comes after is better for you than that which has gone before.

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And soon will your Lord give you so that you shall be well pleased.

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Did He not find you an orphan and give you shelter?

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And find you lost (that is, unrecognized by men) and guide (them to you)?

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And find you in want and make you to be free from want?

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Therefore, as for the orphan, do not oppress (him).

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And as for him who asks, do not chide (him),

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And as for the favor of your Lord, do announce (it).

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I don't have any idea of how heaven is exactly like, anyone want to lead me and together go toward to its straight path of those whom He has favored, please?

QS #093 Project's accomplished :) Alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin.

One Day in Your Life

Currently I am playing some nice songs that I downloaded the other day :D
Here they are:
#1 One Day in Your Life - Kyla
#2 Last Chance - Allure
#3 I Don't Have the Heart - James Ingram
#4 I Miss You So Much - TLC
#5 For You - Kenny Lattimore

Well now I need to go see my MC Partner to prepare ourself for the event tonight, it's a dinner ceremony with the so called international annual award presentation for architects, as I am assigned (again) as one of the Masters of Ceremony :) See ya!

Isn't this one really nice, is it? Oh I am soo in Luve! :)

Down with the Tide

I don't know in what point I am now, but I somehow feel that my state of mind is just like the tides of ocean wave. Sometimes I feel that I am in the very good circumstances but then I feel sharply down. To the lowest point of nothing.

Ah.
I actually have some topics to be written here. But none of those words can even get out. So I think I will be better back later. When the tide is high. Look, what a bad parable I've made.

Second Chance

I wake up this morning breathing the air I probably always forget to cherish for. The ambiance of freshness for the free weekend has started. Family members went home and gathered. How does it mean to Mama? Yess. Happiness.

Being at home this Saturday morning gave me spirit I need after all of the energy spent outside in the previous working days. Switching on the telly with relaxing mind, with no sickness, truly painless only relief. Then watching Walt Disney TV series is totally a good starter :P And who doesn't know Mickey and Minnie Mouse, by the way? The most famous couple cartoon characters in the whole world I adored since my childhood time. They do still last till now, though.

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Oh ya, today is the second anniversary of my blogging activity. Happy first of May, all! Don't forget to always take care of yourself and hopefully we are all under God's blessing. Amin. :)