When I was a little, my late father insisted that I have a talent in music, just like him. So he sent me to musical school and invited piano teacher coming to our house to teach me intensively every after school. At that time, deep inside my heart I can feel that this is not my thing, I can't do music.. but for those years I kept learning music so hard just to please my father, but actually I never understood and got the feeling (though I can read black notes), therefore I ended up only memorizing many sheets of songs in my brain without feeling it with my heart. In other word, it tortured me. :(
But what kind of daughter could disobey her own father who would give everything to his little girl for good? Of course, I couldn't. And later, after he passed away, I just stopped playing. There was only a reason why I discontinued learning music, because pressing those keys reminded me a lot to my late father, which is heartrending.
Now, I really wish I could remove that woe feeling, so I could still keep continue playing piano, not to be a master, but at least just as my father have ever wished.
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i really wish i could learn to play piano :)
u really are a good daughter sis, your dad must be proud of u :)
@syieranuar: :) thank you sis, i believe you are a good daughter too! :)
how sad dear darling - i do love the piano and anyone who can play well thrills me:) Perhaps now is good time to return to it to salvage some loss? No?
@Blue pearl: yes it is dear.. hmm it must be very hard for me to go back though.. but think that why dont give it a try then? much thank you and love for you my deaaaaaaar :)
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