Monday, February 14, 2011

#30 i miss you daddy

Another day of remembering him is happening like every other new day's coming. I always long for his presence every morning I wake up, every night I go to sleep. Can I explain with words how I miss him? No apparently. And nothing in this world could bring him back to me. Praying is the only remedy I could do so he would be peacefully rest right beside You, God. Dear Papa, though I grew up without you, never even once I forget our moments in the time when I still could bound to you.

Sorry for the poor quality, this is a very quick snapshot of a photograph taped on the fridge door.

9 floats:

Blue Pearl said...

wow *hugs* I can only imagine how difficult it must be - Im sorry my darling but i suppose the relief comes on days like this for inbetween the hearts longing, there is moments of appreciation right ?

syieranuar said...

this post bring tears to my eyes. i couldnt have imagine how u grow up into such a successful women now without him being there. but i know he always know who and what u are now, sis. he must be proud of u :)

Al-Fatihah.

jnana said...

He has only gone on the road we will all have to go to one day, and you will be re-united inshaAllah in paradise :)

LaiLa said...

really sad text :(, It has to be so hard to you, your doing a good thing praying for your Daddy
PS: a lots of hugs

[[[ x Smiley x ]]] said...

I cant imagine how hard it must be for you :( May the Almighty grant your father a high place in jannah, ameen. Pious offspring who pray for their parents is a great blessing.
(((hugs)))

Yunne Osman said...

assalam lovely. i just read the same thing on shahirah elaiza's blog. this is the 2nd time i shed my tears. 1st reading hers, then yours. i think i can relate a lot cause my dad passed on too. i can tell how much you love and miss him. so do i most of the time. inshaAllah one day, we'll be reunited with our dads =)

Norsiah said...

your post really touched my heart. :(

jnana said...

muskita! I've given you a stylish blog award: http://spill-beans.blogspot.com/2011/02/stylish-blogger-award.html

Mustika Sari Sayuti said...

@Blue pearl: yes, you are right dear.. thank you! :) much love
@syieranuar: thank you sis, amin amin allahumma amin..
@jnana: insyaAllah amiiiin ya Allah. and thank you for the award, jnana! :)
@Laila: it has always been hard at first, but praying is all we can do, right? :)
@Smiley: Amin yaa Allah, thank you dear...
@Yunne Osman: Waalaikumussalam Yunne, insyaAllah amin amin amin..
@Nia: hai nia! be good to our parents when they are still here with us, i cant imagine that someday like today from 11 years ago i can bear the emptiness of having no one I used to call Papa near me..