Monday, March 14, 2011

Stop and Stare

Frankly speaking,  I always felt more secure to write personal things over here in my blog rather than expressing it in facebook, you may ask why? because there are some professional colleagues I connected with, there are my boss, clients, some acquaintances I don't really know in real life, even though later now I already have a specified friend list to put these professional world people into it so that they couldn't be able to see my post walls, status updates, and limited access to my personal photo albums. But then it becomes unsafe now that some people who intentionally want to know  more could easily bing or google my name and then finally stumble upon here, and.. end up misjudging. Who am I to complaint? I should have known the risks of having a blog and writing personal things online, but do I care?  I  consciously dare to take the risks so far, since writing a blog has been my very best way to pour my feelings out in either joyful or oppressed time, also this is the place where I could post freely about everything to then feel free afterward.

I think I should stop thinking over this unstated dazing thing. 
I've been considering about making my blog private, but in the end I decide to not doing so. People are pleased to think their own way, and there's no need to explain things from my side. Although it  actually made me sad in some extents, I won't state anything. I might seen  as a brainless, money thrower pragmatic Picky girl trying so hard to look highly-maintained and devoutly-pious, but I always appeal myself as genuine as I am here.. I know I am never a high-maintained girl and even not yet to be thoroughly religious. That I still have the chances to get new good and nice inspiring people world-widely throughout this page, I feel happy and relieved. :)
This Jakarta's twilight photo above was originally taken on our latest dinner meeting by a campus friend who turned out to work every weekday in the next cubicle. :D

Take the burden.. girl, inhale a deep breath and exhale slowly. Let's go back to work! Oh no, it's  almost 1 o'clock in the morning at home, and I said "work"!

2 floats:

dyan said...

heyy..i suddenly remember someone's twitter bio, saying : "all views expressed here are yours and nothing whatsoever to do with me". I think the line suits you more. :P
Anyway, beautiful twilight. :)

Mustika Sari Sayuti said...

heyy dyan where have you been? :)
ah ya, I could tell that it definitely suits me now!
anyway, thank you! the picture was taken from the 9th floor of Plaza Semanggi :D