To Whom We Should Turn To

A blog can't exactly describe who is the owner of it, so when a blogger only writes good and happy things, it doesn't immediately mean that her/his life is just as beautiful as what s/he only writes, and I believe we are all agree with this.

I might be not the happiest person too, since I myself often rant here that I still have to work overtime every night at home after the exhausting day at the office.. Even in the public holiday, my co-worker and I still have to go to some places for a work-related duty, well I then take it as a way to be responsible for the good opportunity of learning we are given.

But the difficulty to manage a proper balanced time in life is exactly not the main reason why I finally think of leaving. If some people think that way, they are definitely wrong. I consciously know that there are lots of people who fight so hard to be in my shoes, because what else would I want? good working environment, well rewarded, nice colleagues that I will miss so much later, and some important development I can easily obtain. Such a place where everything is safe and sound, isn't it? But the most important thing for me now is how to be brave in taking the first step of a stair to go reaching a place where I actually want to be. A real stair that I even can't figure out yet.

But still, I feel so blessed for the comprehension that has been given by people around me, that wherever you go, the situation of the professional world would be more or less the same, the hardship we face is not about the contents of the problem itself, but it is all about to whom it is given to. It's you, it's us ourselves the reason behind the hard thing we had. It won't be given to you, if you are not a person who can afford it. It is given to you because The Creator of All the Things absolutely knows that you, the one He chooses, would be able to carry it on your shoulders. So why live in despair? Why should complain? Keep smiling and be happy as long as we can remember how well God has written our life story, colored by both the good and the bad.

A while ago, I saw a quote in a person's facebook profile which is very much inspiring, it is said that.. "good day is happiness, bad day is experience.. Both are essential for this life". So why should loose hope? Bad things are also good for us, you know. 

It is a long but unclear thing that I could say about the reason for a big decision I had just done lately. InsyaAllah, we'll find our way. I am under a big feeling of afraid but I keep convincing myself that Allah won't ever leave me, that He would always be there to be the guide, before further I loose my way, I know to Whom I should turn to.

This is just another Saturday night rambling. Thought this post might be a little bit unnecessary.. but hopefully this last sentence would make this worth reading; Every lock was made together with the key. And so did a problem, it was assigned to you along with the solution. 

Anyway, this is me with my happy mother at her birthday dinner last week :)