Hello guys. It's the end of the weekend again! Wait, it's the forth week of February! Fyuh, so fast!
Oke disclaimer first, cause it will sound a little bit sad now, and weird I know, but should I feel down just because of what people say not-respectively? However, I know people what out there said was true. I'm getting old yet still single. What? I'm just 25 and we all don't know what Allah's plan for us is, do we? So I just do everything I can do best and restlessly.
My friends, it's truly an honor to see the concern from all of you for me. Some asked me whether I would like to be introduced to a prospected particular friend of yours or not, and of course I would love to! I like to meet new people, have new friends, and know that good people are exist. But couldn't we be careful with our words? It's nice to have wise advices from our friends, and that what makes us real friends nevertheless, but nobody like to get themselves insulted by their own inner circle, we know that for sure.
And again, why should I mourn over something Allah has already planned for me. I never feel the importance of even thinking of this because if I complain, it means I question Allah's master roadmap for me. I also don't even feel comfortable to talk to anyone about this anymore, cause everyone would only think and say the same thing too, so just let's write it here and let it just be here..
I can't say what's the urge of writing this here over the web, but I hope I can face the fact about being old (as they said) and keep being young (as always) and always feel happy and grateful for whatever I got in this point. That's part of blessing for me, and it wouldn't be traded with anyone else's, right? I feel happy when I see my friends one by one ring their own bell, and I deny the emerge of feeling worry thinking that I'm left behind. I am not left behind. This is only about the right time. The time has been written for me even before I was born. I believe that time will be coming sooner or later, and in the meantime there's nothing I could do unless filling myself with goodness and moving to a higher decent degree.
Friends who know me well know that I speak spontaneously, and I like to throw joke over facts, some may feel hurt, but I don't make fun an acquaintance I barely know, if I said something ridiculous or be excessive over things, that's just the way I express myself, so please no offense. This girl on twitter or any social media is the true me if only you can read me. I never mean to hurt people so I would like to apologize if I have made any of you my friends feel annoyed with that.
Oke disclaimer first, cause it will sound a little bit sad now, and weird I know, but should I feel down just because of what people say not-respectively? However, I know people what out there said was true. I'm getting old yet still single. What? I'm just 25 and we all don't know what Allah's plan for us is, do we? So I just do everything I can do best and restlessly.
My friends, it's truly an honor to see the concern from all of you for me. Some asked me whether I would like to be introduced to a prospected particular friend of yours or not, and of course I would love to! I like to meet new people, have new friends, and know that good people are exist. But couldn't we be careful with our words? It's nice to have wise advices from our friends, and that what makes us real friends nevertheless, but nobody like to get themselves insulted by their own inner circle, we know that for sure.
And again, why should I mourn over something Allah has already planned for me. I never feel the importance of even thinking of this because if I complain, it means I question Allah's master roadmap for me. I also don't even feel comfortable to talk to anyone about this anymore, cause everyone would only think and say the same thing too, so just let's write it here and let it just be here..
I can't say what's the urge of writing this here over the web, but I hope I can face the fact about being old (as they said) and keep being young (as always) and always feel happy and grateful for whatever I got in this point. That's part of blessing for me, and it wouldn't be traded with anyone else's, right? I feel happy when I see my friends one by one ring their own bell, and I deny the emerge of feeling worry thinking that I'm left behind. I am not left behind. This is only about the right time. The time has been written for me even before I was born. I believe that time will be coming sooner or later, and in the meantime there's nothing I could do unless filling myself with goodness and moving to a higher decent degree.
Friends who know me well know that I speak spontaneously, and I like to throw joke over facts, some may feel hurt, but I don't make fun an acquaintance I barely know, if I said something ridiculous or be excessive over things, that's just the way I express myself, so please no offense. This girl on twitter or any social media is the true me if only you can read me. I never mean to hurt people so I would like to apologize if I have made any of you my friends feel annoyed with that.
PS: I still can't believe a friend-colleague has now leaving the office for pursuing her master degree, another good friend is now busy making happy little family of her own :), and a dear classmate is waiting for her delivery soon around these days. I am so happy and relieved to see how my good friends doing good things about their life, jumping from stone to stone just to be in the higher phase of life.
6 floats:
ah masih 25, mus, I'm 27 and I'm happy kok, hehehe
kadang mikir banyak teman2 kita sudah melaju duluan dibanding kita, dan itu sedikit membuat kita kesepian, tapi bener kata kamu, Allah punya rencanaNya untuk kita semua :)
Stay positive and have faith like you do now, and I'm sure God has planned the best for you! Don't listen to those who tell you 25's old! My cousin who's 36 got married a few weeks ago to an amazing person.
We don't know what Allah has written to us, what will happend next. As you said we have to wait and thank Allah for all he gave us, for all that things we have.
InshaAllah you'll find that one.
Hugs!
Everything be fine :)
Dear lovely ladies, thank you for the support. yes nothing to complaint, i'm fixing myself while waiting. I know Allah wouldn't break His promise, I believe :)
Fenty,, iyaaa thanks yaaa, semoga dimudahkan selalu jalannya dengant siMas :)
Dear lovely ladies, thank you for the support. yes nothing to complaint, i'm fixing myself while waiting. I know Allah wouldn't break His promise, I believe :)
Fenty,, iyaaa thanks yaaa, semoga dimudahkan selalu jalannya dengant siMas :)
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