Earth Hour

Wanna say my very condolences for the victims of Situ Gintung tragedy. Hope you all rest in peace in God's side. And for those who have lose their family member, you have my deepest sympathy and may the comfort of God help you during this difficult time.
I was hibernating at the earth hour :) So did you guys turn off your lights? My lil brother who's in a business trip in Yogyakarta (which recently has made a new blog) texted me at the time just to make sure that our house's lights were all off. When I just wake up early in the dawn, the aircon was on. oh Moooooom..:|

We Are Gifted

"Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something and that this thing must be attained."
– Marie Curie

I Will

Not as if it is worth waiting for as… I always thought that I am a normal person with all the common feelings, that I do have hopes and dreams and sense the loves to the people and you, whom I suppose to deserve that for all the qualities, okay well, for me, those surreal qualities.
But now I should face the fact that I was so afraid to find myself and all those feelings had flown away along with the time goes by. Yes, it has been a really great odd at first; recognizing how perfect I could consider for so many years in all the ways that one like him, (again) with those (surreal) qualities, is where I might hang my hopes up.
We have grown up along the times, and it in me and us as sure as it should be, was never really been real, no matter how hard I have tried to believe and convince myself during these times on behalf of my self-assurance so that I won't complaint.

Going after for my own satisfaction of challenging my reckless dare, I come to proof it myself. So, oh my bad, then, today I know, I definitely have grown up and this common feeling I maintain and keep in rear-end of my very conscience was truly nothing. And I am now empty. Then again, it really makes me feel like a little child, when one of those surreal qualities has recently reminded me to keep on fighting and just stop complaining. We can undoubtedly figure it out; while he's now out there struggling for family's life, I'm pleasantly having my relax time and then waste it thinking unimportant thing (like this!) in my mother's air-conditioned bedroom alone (yes she's going to uncle's house and all brothers are not home.)

Ok here I stop; this blog couldn't be more personal, no more. Well, I just need a little bravery to believe this so I can move on and start again from the very beginning. xo

The Midnight Escape

Yesterday, when was feeling stuck with the kitchen design stuff in the middle of the night :P my friends contacted me and yes that's how then we sneaked out together. Going to 24hours open Circle K Cibubur at first, then hanging out at McDonalds @rest area chitchatting about everything I've missed during these 'busy' times. Then at 3 o'clock were driving to Cileungsi area without specific destination then realized that it's way too far from home when we saw a signage: --> Cianjur: 29 Km! ehehheeh

photographed by one of these girls and properties on the table are all her courtesy :P
So here we were then, leaving Cileungsi pointing Bogor :)
The roasted bread on a Warung Kopi near Masjid Raya Bogor after having a subuh prayer.
and as usual, having a little time doing photo session.
Well, this was so sudden and happening but very lively. I sadly realized that we lack of having some fun and quality times like this. So what's next, guys? I do really miss the complete us together and the stupidity, of course. :)

Men's Award

The aims of this award:
• As a dedication for those who love blogging activity and love to encourage friendships through blogging.
• To seek the reasons why we all love blogging!
Here are the rules of the award:
• Put the award in one post as soon as you receive it.
• Don’t forget to mention the person who gives you the award.
• Answer the award’s question by writing the reason why you love blogging.
• Tag and distribute the award to as many people as you like.
• Don’t forget to notify the award receivers and put their links in your post.

I love blogging because I can freely write and arrange my own words about my own anything that I would like to write, even this activity can help myself to still connect with friends; old and new, the rest is quite interesting, to be honest.. but the most of all; this blog is happened for the sake of my self-existence. ehehehe
"No one would choose a friendless existence on condition of having all the other things in the world" ~Aristotle
so there are these people I dedicate this award: shootingstar.I'm telling about...frangipani's loverReach For The Skyd'drama's Queen's BlogAnother way to relax, welllllll, regards :)

Once We Believe

"Once we believe in ourselves, we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight, or any experience that reveals the human spirit."
~e.e cummings

The Simple Thing

... I heard someone yelled in the silence.. “oh simple thing, where have you gone?” Then recognizing that there's one I barely know but so matter-of-factly I have ever seen before. He was inside a barricade of fire surrounding a black wire to create a circle where he was at time. I suspected he himself made it for a reason, where I could only watch far from the outside without knowing what it is all about or even to think of what was going on or what should I do toward it, or the most important: how could I stop by here? 

Bad Habits

as have been tagged, I tried to remember and write these, and yes Neno, it's hard to list down this 10 bad habits thing even they're all yours. ehheehe

Here are the rules:
1. Make a list of ten (10) things or habits of yours that you don’t like, if you got more than ten, you can just write it all.
2. Don’t forget to write the reasons why you don’t like them.
3. Tag other ten (10) blogger friends.

here are mine:
1} got sleepy so easy anytime it comes to boredom. It's that simple. Bored. But then it became disastrous when I am so easy to get sleep in the public transportation.
2} work well with deadline. I can manage myself to have everything finished and done only when I have the time limit. Curse me if you don't give the limit, I'm not gonna have the intention to get to it.
3} but when I'm already serious with that limit, I'll force myself as if this is me whose no limit to do things. I really hate this ambitiousness since I aware that it's body destructive.
4} laugh loudly like evil. I really love to laugh, but some said that I laugh too loud so it somehow annoy and to remember that I am a girl ( a girl, really? :D)
6} I really love reading. This is so good. But it will be no more good when this activity takes most of your time as if there's nothing else I should do but that.
7} Even I can give myself a little sleeping time (say it two or three hours) just because I can't get myself off of those books.
8} I am such a money thrower, I go shopping every weekend and don't blame me, mother who has infected me. Sorry Mom, but you can't avoid. :P
9} My mother is my living diary. She knows almost anything I feel, I experience, I do and I think in every single day since I always told her everything happened in my day every time before we go to bed. Lil bro not only once told to stop this habit, "I think you don't have to be that detail in reporting your activities to Mama" he said. Hehehehe. Mother never said she is bored with it and I have no other place but her, so what's so wrong? Okey well, it took her sleeping time if the story has not ended yet. Poor Mama whose me as daughter..X)
0} and the most bad habit I really don't like: I have go to the loo so often (to do urine emitting, I mean.) Beseeeeeeeerrrr muussss :{ it really is time-consuming and sometimes I like to put it up for a while (several hours?) which is DANGEROUS.

Making Rumors

I so hate myself for ever feeling this way, it has destroyed all that I've built these times as for the only action I know of depending from such an unhoped-for... o well.. okey.. sweet attack like this. Have thought that maybe I need a little escape for I feel so profane, o that I really hate.. though.. I never said that I'm a reverent one. Hope in the time following, everything and I will be able to be retrieved again as well.

:a (provisional) byebye.

Architecture Sucks

"Yeah, we all obviously love architecture... but we also know that it can be SUCK at times, ...."
and for those times they offer you this T-Shirt

P.S: I do really love architecture and it.. at the time. . was also really really such a suck..o when it had tortured me for years.. hehehe but I still love it though :>

the lingkaran setan part #3

Yesterday, on a sunny Sunday, we continued to arrange another meeting with our new friends ;) following the previous part#1 and part#2. This time, we went around monas square, central Jakarta.
welcome to the club :P

and waiting for the order at ragusa italian ice cream, Juanda
and it's finally coming! the tuti fruti, banana split, and some other I forget the name:P